Well there's a party for me

The last thing I wanted from you

I close the door behind me

And there you are

You seem relaxed and quiet

But under your shirt you sweat

And these balloons around

Make me feel so sad

Well there's a feast for me

But it's a night so pale

Feels like an empty room

Where we could kill with words

You wish you could make believe

That I'm what you want me to be

But these balloons around

Make me feel so sad

I'm in your sweet sweet sweet embrace

And you're a thousand miles away

Your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace

And you're a thousand miles away

Well there's a party for me

And you know that I didn't ask for it

I just stay in your game

I'm just playing your game

So won't you tell me what to do

I can pretend that you tell the truth

Won't you tell me what to do

I can pretend you tell the truth

I'm in your sweet sweet sweet embrace

And you're a thousand miles away

Your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace

And you're a thousand miles away

Why why why why

Should I take the blame

Where's my big mistake

Should I feel happy

For what I haven't done

Should I take the blame

Should I feel the pain

Should I feel regret

For what I haven't done

Why why why why

Was this a feast for me

Or just a bad surprise

Should I have expected this

I just don't wanna know

And you've made up the rules

So that you'll win this game

But you can't tell me what to do

Cause I don't believe in you

What's left a sweet sweet sweet embrace

And you're a thousand miles away

Your arms a sweet sweet sweet embrace

And you're a thousand miles away

Why why I never ask you why why