Don't sleep enough, and I think too much Can't save me now, not safe in your love I've faced it enough, it scrapes on my gums Can't take care of this, man I hate being dumb So scandalous, sick of most of this stuff So say what it is as they roast me to crumbs Yeah I know I'm not as cool as I used to be As I planned, but I'm still pretty happy that this fool got some fans It's peaceful but depressing at the same time Can't say what happened but you know that it just ain't right It's hard to be the wrong guy, hard to be the bad guy Hard to do the jive when you're stepping on these landmines Help me pathfind this, forgot how to live Get my ass right kicked by my past life that I miss The sins I miss, I seem to be a piece of *** for what I did I wonder if I'll ever get from under This broken cloud of thunder and this hopeless type of focus I'm lonely, it's hollow with no opening And nothing fills me up like a cart without the groceries It sucks man, super *** my life up Lost my self esteem, really don't know what to fight for I guess I'm glad that the light's still on And I can pretend that I'm nice if you want But the thoughts in my mind like some mice getting stomped So take my advice or don't, I doesn't know Refrain myself to throw like a dozen of these stones I heard him coming to whip me into a monkey Even though it's ugly so no one can take it from me Thought that it was nothing, relationship dime a dozen Everyone is bugging my brain to grave and I dug it in If I wasn't stubbing, I'd shower inside a oven mitt I get my soul to stun Man who sold the world and his sister that sold the sun On a burning globe, taking photos just for fun Forgive us father, we don't know just what we've done I'm seldom sober, the way I flow it is melanoma I kept it open and fell in love, my favorite moment The fakest joke and I hate provoking but gotta own it They say they know me and they ain't open to make atonement So take my advice or don't, I doesn't know