My heart is racing, I'm chasing A feeling, the ceiling My past is catching Up to me, right through me Poison, coursing I'm dying, I'm lying Never better, never better I wish I was present But it's all unpleasant We're in this together But I'm the exception My best friend's a stranger This isn't my nature But I'm never better I was thinking I don't wanna be alone When I'm sinking But it's all I've ever known I was dreaming That today would be the day I would change But I woke up the same again I was thinking I don't wanna be alone When I'm sinking But it's all I've ever known I was dreaming That today would be the day I would change But I woke up the same again And again Is it fucked up If I pulled you in the way Of my bad luck And I asked for you to stay I don't have much What's the point in holding on Both my hands are going numb Misunderstanding me I should never let go So why Don't I Ever wanna wake up Little by little I'm sure that it'll break us And even if I'm not in the way of all your trust Then nevermind I'm drowning alone to escape us I was thinking I don't wanna be alone When I'm sinking But it's all I've ever known I was dreaming That today would be the day I would change But I woke up the same again I was thinking I don't wanna be alone When I'm sinking But it's all I've ever known I was dreaming That today would be the day I would change But I woke up the same again And again It's all the same again It's all the same again It's all the same again It's all the same again I was thinking I don't wanna be alone When I'm sinking But it's all I've ever known I was dreaming That today would be the day I would change But I woke up the same again I was thinking I don't wanna be alone When I'm sinking But it's all I've ever known I was dreaming That today would be the day I would change But I woke up the same again And again It's all the same again Oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh