I should love life, but I'm struggling Days passing by, I don't look at them Don't leave my house, drown myself in rosé They say that I'll be okay, that I will find love one day Time's on my side, I'm still young and my heart will survive But lately I wish I was high all the time What have you done to me? Want all my memories to fade away Sometimes I wish I was you, so I don't feel this pain Live a more simple life and stop the rain All the demons in me, all the colors I can see Though I wanna be, I ain't happy All the little things become a bigger thing The guys on TV, they're my best friends I wanna be free, but I'm caught in my blues They say that I'll be okay, that I will find love one day Time's on my side, I'm still young and my heart will survive But lately I wish I was high all the time What have you done to me? Want all my memories to fade away Sometimes I wish I was you, so I don't feel this pain Live a more simple life and stop the rain All the demons in me, all the colors I can see Though I wanna be, I ain't happy None of this feels right, and you're laughing all the time But my heart won't be okay, I ain't happy