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What's causing this anxiety I feel man my heart hurt
Is this punishment or chastising for my wrong doing
Cause it's overthinking stop my movement got me paralyzed
Got me feeling like I'm bout to die and I'm terrified
What's really on that other side don't nobody know
Ain't nobody came back from death like this is where we go
Man I still believe in God but we ain't never spoke
He done sent me hella signs but we ain't never spoke
Am I tripping off a book like the ones at Comic Con
Is Harry Potter equal to the Bible equal to
The Koran cause in fact it was written by men
And it was given by men hope the ones who wrote it
Did it with the purest of hands the purest of plans
I'm trying to understand the mission got so many questions
I don't think I plan to listen I'm just questioning life
And human beings or it could just be that I'm just running
From my demons had to tell the truth
The thoughts up in my head rambling but it's alright
Everything I know I'm questioning but it's alright
It's alright
It's alright
These are just the random thoughts that's going down
Got me questioning my life got me questioning my morals
Yeah I'm bout to have an order means my daughter will be spoiled
That means she won't have to struggle does that really build character
Give her everything but what life am I preparing her
You gotta understand what I shower her with gifts
Because the fact I grew up broke and we ain't never had *
So I'm living through her smiles and her satisfaction
Devoted to hating and I'm living through her smiles and her satisfaction
at the love even when distractions one of the understanders more than just material shopping
sprees and palm trees paid vacations match a living in car keys i don't mail rolls red bottoms
and new things even though that's everything i wanted in my hood dreams the hood seems so far
away i got a chance to make it out but i came to say you should always give thanks and ask for
blessings from above the biggest job as a father is to teach you how to love
the thoughts up in my head rambling but it's all right
everything i know i'm questioning but it's all right that's fine
these are just the random thoughts he's going through my mind
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