I can't escape it I'm never gonna make it out of this in time I guess that's just fine I'm not that quiet My thoughts such a mess Like a little boy What you runnin' for? I'm at the door Anyone home? Have I lost it all? Struck me like a chord I'm an ugly boy Holdin' out the knife Lonely after life You begged me not to go Sinkin' like a stone Use me like an oar Get yourself to shore I'm bangin' at the door Anyone home? That's just what they do Right in front of you Like a cannonball Slammin' through your wall In their face I saw What they're fightin' for Can't escape it I'm never gonna make it till the end I guess Struck me like a chord I'm an ugly boy Holdin' out the knife Lonely after life Bangin' on the door I don't wanna know Sinkin' like a stone So use me like an oar Hard to fight what I can't see Not tryin' to build, not dyin' to stay I can't see beyond this wall We lost this game so many times before I can't see beyond this wall We lost this game so many times before I can't see beyond this wall We lost this game so many times before I can't see beyond this wall I can't see beyond this wall I'm livin' on a cold war I'm a living from the other side Waiting for the tide to rise I'm living on a cold war I'm a living from the other side Waiting for the tide to rise I'm living on a cold war