I can still remember to the night when I surrendered and we started spinning out of control
Dreams are such a fickle thing, they sizzle into misery but ours they just got left in the cold
But it's hard to let go of a nightmare when it slept in your bed for so long
You never felt so naked when you've had it and it's ticking
And you look around and everyone's gone
If I could bleach you all the way I would miss it
I need some chemical relief to try and fix it
I'm done making all the same mistakes
It ain't worth it for the aftertaste
If I could bleach you all the way I would miss it
Right from the beginning I could tell nobody's winning but we did it just so we'd feel alive
Didn't ask for profit but I thought it might be worth it cause this life is just about rolling the dice
But it's hard to let go of a nightmare when it's all that you've dreamt for so long
You never felt so naked when you've had it and it's ticking
And you look around and everyone's gone
If I could bleach you all the way I would miss it
I need some chemical relief to try and fix it
I'm done making all the same mistakes
It ain't worth it for the aftertaste
If I could bleach you all the way I would miss it
Something just to help me numb the pain
Something just to keep me in the danger
But I ain't really got any complaints
Cause I got something flowing through my veins
If I could bleach you all the way I would miss it
I need some chemical relief to try and fix it
I'm done making all the same mistakes
It ain't worth it for the aftertaste
If I could bleach you all the way I would miss it
I would miss it