Thank you. Memories consume Like opening a wound I'm picking me up again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one That battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know what I instigate See what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know there's not a lot So I'm breaking my habits I'm breaking my habits Tonight Clutching my cure Tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than any time before I have no options left again I don't want to be the one That battles always choose Cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know what I instigate See what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking my habits I'm breaking my habits Tonight I'll paint it on the walls Cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some gravity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking my habits I'm breaking my habits I'm breaking my habits Tonight Beautiful! I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know what I instigate See what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking my habits I'm breaking my habits I'm breaking my habits Hang on a sec there Turn these lights off That one too Go away Put those up There we go