The world spins and I'm laying next to you But I feel so far away like you're some girl I never knew So I go over and I touch you just to feel your body move Away and so I wonder what I've done for your confused My mind spins and I'm thinking all the words And I feel so damn confused I think my head is gonna burst So please just tell me if there's something in whatever words you use So I'm not just laying on you like a black and painful bruise And I take it Just a little more to fake it So I can win this war I hate it When my mind comes to this Drives me fucking crazy and I always end up pissed I swear I'm not yeah well that's all well and good I can't read it on your face and trust me I wish that I could And still I close my eyes but you're still there and that's never gonna change And I'm not rocked up enough to cope cause I can still feel all the pain It feels like I am doing this alone and there's nothing on the table that'll make it any worse So who cares if I'm unstable with the substances I choose It's the only way I'll win when I have nothing left to lose And I take it Just a little more to fake it So I can win this war I hate it When my mind comes to this Drives me fucking crazy and I always end up pissed And I take it Just a little more to fake it So I can win this war I hate it When my mind comes to this Drives me fucking crazy and I always end up pissed Thanks for watching!