How do you camouflage When they say that they want me, you love me, you need me Call it casual sabotage, you think that it's easy I'm trying to get to sleep with the lights out Cause I am confused and frightened I'm trying to get to sleep with the lights out I don't understand, it's on my own I'm just a messed up kid With no love left I can't take this shit I need to exist Sitting staring at my watch I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening The pressure got my head in knots I don't know what's deceiving I'm trying to get to sleep with the lights out Cause I am confused and frightened I'm trying to get to sleep with the lights out I don't understand, it's on my own I'm just a messed up kid With no love left I can't take this shit I need to exist Burn me down to nothing but embers And shut me out to nothing but friends Burn me out to nothing but enemies And shut me out to nothing but friends I'm just a messed up kid With no love left I can't take this shit I need to exist