Here I turn again To my old place by the sea See a stranger's curtain saying By a sign that says welcome home Victoria must have moved on Craig lost his home of 24 years Charlie the cat has been replaced I guess that nothing ever lasts Saw our leaves play to a crowd Everyone was quiet now God I really need to change Turns out my dreams don't fade with age Try to get back to a place Frighten songs to change my fate Pick a name to match my state Stop living life in a given shape Forever Trying to keep it in a jar Drinking water at the bar Making sure that it lasts forever I left grandma's house in March Thought I need to grow up fast Thought that London would be mine Not since I shivered through my spine Guess I'm not a city girl But the country's way too boring still Hope that I will ever find A place and people that call mine And maybe growing up Seeing grandma stop to walk Just learning people rarely change And wishing places stayed the same When I don't recognize a store Or the new name tag by the door I don't belong here anymore I guess that nothing ever lasts Forever Trying to keep it in a jar Drinking water at the bar Making sure that it lasts forever And I'll stick it in a book If I dare to I will look And I'll make it feel like forever And I'll make it feel like forever And I'll make it feel like forever