You broke that bond, now when it come to you, my feelings weak You let your selfish ways come in between our chemistry Why you play with my heart and not show love consistently? I put my life on the line, you ain't gon' take that risk with me Fucked up my trust, wish I could delete all of our memories Keep poppin' these pills, I hope it take away my misery I got a dead soul, I been facing blunts of my enemies Emotions bottled up, I don't know what's wrong and it's killing me I cut so many off, my heart cold, it's December B My mind keep racing, I been overthinking, I don't get no sleep You don't understand how hard it was, I swear this shit so deep I made it to the top and they all looked up in disbelief They hate that I'm doing better, they might try to get rid of me I flex with no regrets, cause they ain't show me no sympathy I came a long way, but I ain't as far as I'm finna be I promise I'm a diet legend, I'ma make sure that you remember me I used to daydream, I pictured everything so vividly I had a feeling we'd be rich since the elementary My people's gone, gotta win this head thing, they ain't get to see Don't let Maxine, I miss your love, wish you was here with me You was a part of me and since you left, I'm incomplete My lifestyle used to be jump shots and sticking deep Life overwhelmed me, I said fuck school and hit the streets I devoted my life to that corner just so I can get a G Fuck a two-fold nigga, I ain't been home this been a week We used to break down eight balls wishing we can get a key Was trying to duck that indictment, the feds did a sweep I hope you gripping on your gun when them drillers creep Lil' nigga grabbed his first glimpse, he went on the killing spree Caught him at that red light snooze and he thought this shit was sweet If he come from that other side, we make him rest in peace I'm way too solid for the gimmicks, fuck the industry I'm way too solid for the gimmicks, fuck the industry