I'm stuck in awe that I'm used to And I shouldn't stick, but I choose to
I feel my heart every time I give in I'm, I'm a slave to the memories
And I play it safe so I never leave Oh, it's day after day, I just dance with the pain
They say I'm more than the scars on my back But all of my demands keep holding me back
Running to that open door Somewhere that I've been before
I can't seem to get no rest Trying to escape myself
I guess I must confess I'm comfortable in this mess
I turn to hate, I know I'm scared of the fate, I don't
Just like a hand to hold At least I'm not alone
Pride lays the rules that I choose to abide
Bet you're not tempting me to hide Though it's flawed, I've got this heart, I give in
War in my veins, can't get away Self-medicate, oh Lord
Thoughts in my brain, I'm never sane I'm never in control
Running to that open door Somewhere that I've been before
Can't seem to get no peace of mind All these feelings never fade
And the pain won't go away And it haunts me
That nobody's gonna save me, yeah
They say I'm more than the scars on my back But all of my demands keep holding me back
Running to that open door Somewhere that I've been before
Can't seem to get no rest Trying to escape myself
I guess I must confess I'm comfortable in this mess
I turn to hate, I know I'm scared of the fate, I don't
Just like a hand to hold At least I'm not alone
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