Early in the morning, I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly, I try to control it
Even when I know it's been forever, I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again
Don't know if you get it, cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always there for me

Always with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understand
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
Pressing on myself
In my chest
I don't wanna lose control
Sometimes I still think it's coming, but I know it's not
Trying through breathing in and out, but the air gets caught
Cause even though I'm older now
And I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it if I didn't have you holding my hand
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space
Pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I need you to know I will never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown
You took all my thought cause you
You've seen how I've grown
But you've taken everything away from me




I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
There's nothing I can do anymore
Nothing I can do anymore
Trying every day when I hold my breath
Spinning out in space, pressing on my chest
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna lose
Control