It's been a few years since you've been gone
It's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago
Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted
Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt of
It's been a few years, but more to come
It's been a few years since I felt sure of what I wanted
And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me
And I thought, well, old friend is bittersweet
Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you dreamt of
How could you do this to me?
How could you do this to me?
Yeah
Cause you are not who you think you are
There's no grain on these brown eyes
But they can be green if they really want
And I can't bend your words
But they say exactly what hurts them all
But silence is better than fake laughs with faking
Oh, it's all just great
The world bends around you
Living through cracked screens
We fall down to what we want
Out of love
We talk through lines
We made a smoke
We made a smoke









And just in time
We drift away
Diffusing light
Confusing times
Growing up
Or cascading down
Cascading down
I'm hurting now
But change comes slow
If you hate what's in your head
The * will you do?



You speak your mind
In search of lost time
Just 21 so I'm young and stupid
Only 16
Yeah, I think you should
I think you * me up
I think
I think you * me up
And I got nothing to say to you
There's been a few years and I've moved on
Couldn't make you disappear
Oh, I tried so hard to be strong
But I can't make you disappear

I grew up today and faced I'm not just lonely
Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start