I fake a smile, I hide a sigh I hate when things get complicated I escape then, I escape then I take a breath, hold and re-embrace I hesitate and aggravate it I escape then, I escape when When I'm running away, I ain't running away from you I'm just backing away, I'm shying away from you What I'm trying to say is really hard to tell you I try to find the perfect line I write it down but can't explain it So I erase it, I erase it I suffocate but tolerate Incarcerated yet awakened Can't escape it, can't escape it When I'm running away, I ain't running away from you I'm just backing away, I'm shying away from you All I'm trying to say, I'm ready now to tell you I'm ready to ache, I'm ready to see it through Cause I carry the weight, I carry the blame, not you For heaven's sake, I really don't, I really don't wanna lose you Wanna lose you As hard as I try, my words never make it through God knows that I cried, the truth is way overdue I've wasted many seasons, I broke away from demons To worsen the situation with crucial conversations Are you doing okay? Do you have a minute or two? Cause I'm ready to say, my words have made it to you I hope for many seasons, I cannot have this without you A crucial conversation *