Don't get me wrong, like, I'm not suicidal
But it's just hard to understand,
you know what I mean?
Like, if I'm to be the best * ever, man
Then why did she even leave me?
Yeah
Ay, lately I've been feeling on the low
Got some feelings but I never show
I don't really wanna let you know
I don't know, should I let it go?
Tell me why you gotta change, yeah
You can never be the same, yeah
Losing my head, up in my bed
I don't wanna go insane, yeah
Every time I wake up
I just feel like I'm dead inside But I can't lie,
I can't really get you out my mind
Sometimes I forget,
I don't know how to feel alive Don't know the purpose of living,
so I'm just gonna try
Walking through the rain,
living through the pain Smoking cigarettes,
calming down the pain
Smoking a lot but I don't wanna get the
gas away in the chest Feeling anxious,
like a night of rest
Getting together,
it's a lot of mess Living my life,
I'm trying my best
Living my life, I'm trying my best
I don't wanna think about the memories
I don't wanna stuck inside the jealousy
We was supposed to make a family Create the vibe that we used to be
See your face in the balcony Think about you so casually
Thought so long like a century Turned out to be a casualty,
yeah
I just wanna live my life I just wanna be alright
Lately I've been thinking about
everything I don't wanna waste my time
Lately I've been reminiscing a lot I
want peace of mind but it never stop
I just wanna relax By erasing the thoughts
I don't wanna be stressed Gotta wait to the top
I don't wanna feel bad Gotta put it out the box
Every chance that I had,
yeah I'll be shooting my shot
Lately I've been feeling on the low
Got some feelings but I never show
I don't really wanna let you know I don't know should I let it go
Tell me why you gotta change,
yeah You can never be the same,
yeah
Losing my head,
I'll be my bed I don't wanna go insane,
yeah
Every time I wake up I just feel like I'm dead inside
But I can't lie,
I can't really get you out my mind
Sometimes I forget I don't know how to feel alive
Don't know the purpose of living so I'm just gonna try
I'mma be your favorite rapper I won't make it past 21 Tell
me how to make it better *** my bag and start to run,
yeah
Going through a lot,
I've been feeling bad I'mma carry on
going through the text I don't wanna stop,
I will be the next
I don't wanna get nightmares Never made
it to a Times Square Think about it,
it's unfair Might run away even if I care
Lately my head hurts and I don't wanna stand
on my chair I don't wanna stand on my chair
Lately I've been on my own I just wanna
be alone Can you stop calling my phone?
Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
I'mma try to make it out,
she told me to turn around Don't wanna do it now,
can you tell me how it's sound?
Feelings I can't play that I really miss the old you
And I really cannot change that And I cannot control you
All the memories I've been reminiscing
I've just been looking for that
Lately when I think about it really I just wanna go back
Lately I've been feeling on the low
Got some feelings but I never show
I don't really wanna let you know I don't know should I let it go
Tell me why you gotta change You can never be the same
Losing my head,
up in my bed I don't wanna go insane
Every time I wake up I just feel like I'm dead inside
But I can't lie,
I can't really get you out my mind
Sometimes I forget I don't know how to feel alive
Don't know the purpose of living so I'm just gonna try
Lately I've been feeling so sad I just wanna go back to the old days