my double vision is only amplifying everything he isn't
till i feel less attached and bored to death but listen
it's no one's fault it's just my terrible condition
and i've been thinking if i move out this year i'll feel my parents slipping
away and also i'm just scared of that commitment i really think sometimes there's something that i'm
missing
oh i know
you
it's miserable i should probably go back home
why does that feel difficult difficult
oh i hope i wake up invisible i'd be someone no one knows i guess i'm just difficult
to name this feeling would take a hundred thousand years
some
to name this feeling would take a hundred thousand years

kind of grieving
but over what i never had so i've been speaking
to my therapist i call her every weekend
i meant to tell you how i've hated how we left things when it fell through
because you
were everything to me where did you run to
was it something that i said that colored you blue
oh i know spiraling is miserable i should probably go back home
why does that feel difficult difficult
you were everything to me where did you run to was it something that i said that colored you blue
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Difficult
Difficult
I've been drinking
And staying up too late
Reliving bad decisions
I thought eventually
My rant in here would fix it
I really think sometimes
There's something that I'm missing
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh, I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult
Oh, I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult