Standing in the back of the line I feel the others
try to push me down and keep it away from me
Grabbing at the one thing that I know is mine
Can't you see me with my head to the floor?
Feel the recklessness of absolute desperation
Valued sentimental pieces of the life I thought I held in my hands
Why do I always try
to better what I am?
Can't I realize that I've always been sticking?
Feeling
every day,
it only helps to aggravate The sickening feeling inside that won't go
away
Fall down,
pick yourself up and fall down
Drink from my cup and fall down This is what it's like to be me,
me
Can't you see what I see?
Why do I always try
to better what I am?
Can't I realize that I've always been sinking?
Why do I always try to better what I am?
What I am is what I feel What I feel is nothing real
What I know is all I want Is to be safe from this spot
Is to be safe from this spot Is to be safe from this spot