I read what's creased around my eyes, I look older than I did last night
I've been giving in to my lesser sides, stockpiling all of my pride
I've been calling homeless on the weekends and making mama cry
Hiding anger underneath my skin, I'm picking my nose down onto the quick
Honestly, my memories are bursting in disguise
If I remembered everything, I'd make a vow, cause I know
Apologies never matter, late in the morning after
Take me away from my own head, baby, I'm a walking disaster
Think of all the shame I can gather, throw it over the rafters
Take my fingers and stain them all red, baby, I'm a walking disaster
So painfully unselfaware, thinking I can solve my problems if I dye my hair
I shout my ailments to the end of a small suburban town
I get what I want choking on the silver in my mouth
Apologies never matter, late in the morning after
Take me away from my own head, baby, I'm a walking disaster
Think of all the shame I can gather, throw it over the rafters
Take my fingers and stain them all red, baby, I'm a walking disaster