It's drizzling outside, but it's storming in my mind And the clouds have found their way to my tear ducts Oh no, I can't keep holding on Cause the waves are way too strong and way too deep now Don't wanna get all up in your face I'm the one who needs change I just wanna dissolve for a minute And know that we'll solve nothing, I'll avoid it At all costs, till the sun's down And the train's coming, I'm singing I just wanna know if you ever really loved me at all Cause everything is different now And it makes me feel like I could dissolve Trying not to think about it But I need more than just a new distraction And I used to say something back But I vanish into these walls Baby, baby, baby, baby I don't wanna just ghost all your float away, babe My thunder's loud and the lightning's getting even brighter, baby Yeah, it's a shame from all that we've wasted Did you ever let out from your mouth not a sound? Wanted nothing, do you want me to go? You were holding it in with you Should've been holding it down for me Holding it down I just wanna know if you ever really loved me at all Cause everything is different now And it makes me feel like I could dissolve Trying not to think about it But I need more than just a new distraction And I used to say something back But I vanish into these walls You'll never see, you'll never see me again Trying not to think about How you don't think about me at all Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh, oh, oh Oh-oh-oh, oh, oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh