I miss you, I need you, but only when I'm weak
Yeah, sometimes my past life still got a hold on me
And just cause I ain't reaching for the bottle
And I ain't got a smoke between my lips
Oh, just cause I ain't trying to numb my sorrow
With any kind of vice I ain't tried yet
Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes
Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it
In every corner of my mind
Just cause I ain't tempting that temptation
Or lighting up that fuse
Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't want to
My battle, my shadow
Ain't ever far from me
It's moment by moment
Damn, it's always gonna be
And just cause I ain't reaching for the bottle
And I ain't got a smoke between my lips
Oh, just cause I ain't trying to numb my sorrow
Oh, and just cause I ain't running from my problems
Or cashing in my good luck for a hit
Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't feel like it sometimes
Don't mean I don't crave it and taste it
In every corner of my mind
Just cause I ain't tempting that temptation
Or lighting up that fuse
Don't mean I don't want to
Don't mean I don't want to
No, no
Hey!
Hey!