It's times like these wish I had a time machine so I could see what you did October 13th at 1015 were you really asleep were you lying to me and the family there's no us and us when I'm lacking trust you wanna discuss you disgust me don't make me cuss you out why'd you let me down don't say sorry now thanks to you I I can't love right I get nice guys and villainize them read their texts like they're having scared I'll find out that it's true and if I do then I blame you for every words that I assume when I'm 45 someone calls me their wife and he lies in one selfish night don't think I'll find forgiveness as fast as mom did and God I love you but you're such a please fix this cuz you were all I looked up to no I can't even look at you I mean as they say in Chicago hey I had it coming