And I've always been open-minded, but lately it's acting up
Can't sit still, can't just walk in, everything just feels too much
Not saying I'm not happy, but lately it's getting tough
And smiling doesn't help me, they say I try too hard
And I remember, I didn't used to be this way
Oh well, got a book, got a fake, can't believe it
You're the only eyes and I can see the night
I'm overcome with need
To get away, but if you just ask me to stay
Maybe there's no more counting and I can change
Today it doesn't matter, tonight I'll be okay
I've always been up and down, never knowing what to say
Today won't be a struggle, tonight I'll be a mess
But I promise if you're there I will feel it less and less
Yeah
How's it gonna go?


I remember, I didn't used to be this way
Oh well, got a book, got a fake, can't believe it
You're the only eyes and I can see the night
I'm overcome with need to get away
But if you just ask me to stay
I'll be able to get through it
Don't work out that I can't change
Because I can't change
I've been there, I've done that
It's always ending this way
Why can't you just call back?
It's always ending the same
I've been there, I've done that
It's always ending this way
Why can't you just call back?
I'm aware
I've got a whole world to fake
I believe in your glory
I'm saying I can see the light
I'm overcome
I'm aware you need to get away
But if you just ask me to stay
I'm aware that this will all work out
And I can change
I can change