My boy told me it's time to blow And even though I wanna believe I'm really I'm 24 but I'm going on like a 5 year old Dad's telling me it's time that I buy a home But right now I just wanna rap rhymes until my mind explodes Because I really don't wanna be nothing It reminds me of money's right sip in a bottle of something Yeah 9 times on a high really I gotta be frontin' I was just trying to blend in, loads of the time I know I was pretending Most of the guys I went wrong with the pending Same guys I was ranting bars with a bit Hand in bars when it's kinda hard and I find my heart beating kinda fast And every time I start spitting rhymes I can't It's like nighttime inside my mind it's dark I know I don't know why but I can't let go What if I fall? What if I fall for me? The thought of it all alone Is more than my heart can bear Oh na na Oh na na Why do we spit? Oh na na Oh na na Why do we spit? I don't really know what I'm trying to prove I just hope that I don't disguise the truth Cause there were times I would lie and I would realize that ain't the right type of me I'm tired of being a nice guy to you I don't wanna be laughed for the sake of it I'd rather be hated than make you think Cause if I stay silent it would've changed the thing I go deep And the truth is you might be afraid to swim there's no need I've got this, I promise Let's grow together we can accomplish Any endeavor and then beyond what we ever wanted How does that sound? If that ain't what you wanted I'll back down stand in the background A blackout never been that loud Am I proud? I wanna act how I die I just figured it's better you know That I can never let it go when I'm telling you so I'm tired of being a nice guy to you I don't wanna be laughed for the sake of it I'd rather be hated than make you think Cause if I stay silent it would've changed the thing I go deep And the truth is you might be afraid to swim there's no need I've got this, I promise Let's grow together we can accomplish Any endeavor and then beyond what we ever wanted How does that sound? If that ain't what you wanted I'd rather be hated than make you think Cause if I stay silent it would've changed the thing I go deep And the truth is you might be afraid to swim there's no need I've got this, I promise Oh na na Oh na na What a mistake Feeling jaded If it's fading let's evade it Let's get faded Of the taste of our relation And frustration be the basis of impatience But we learn from our mistakes We don't erase them Feeling jaded If it's fading let's evade it Let's get faded Of the taste of our relation And frustration be the basis of impatience But we learn from our mistakes We don't erase them Thanks for watching!