I
wanna tell you I'm right here
But I'm still so angry
Even after all these years
I
know your family was falling apart
So I
don't blame you, but I still have a heart
All of my friends in my therapist say that it's nothing and I've gone insane
Everyone says I'm a narcissist,
truth is I just haven't dealt with the blame
I chose the drugs and now everyone else is your friend and I'm left in a flame
There's nothing like a first heartbreak
No,
I should move on God
knows I've tried
But I
hit this strange wall without you by my side
We were forever at one
point in time
The night
you left me,
you left me half alive
I started running, got faster and faster But I just couldn't get away
All of my problems got bigger and bigger Until I couldn't feel the pain
the drugs and now everyone else is offended I'm going insane