I guess to you now I'm just a face in the crowd Oh God, kind of please, would you chill me now? Late at night in my room, lie awake, think of you And all your little dooms Last night I dreamt I still knew you You I called out a place in this world for two But it seemed here without you I got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless All this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless Confront all the pain like a gift under the tree Oh please, I can't be who you need me to be I grind in the sunshine, grind in the rain So real that I feel fake Last night I dreamt I still knew you You I called out a place in this world for two But it seemed here without you I got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless Got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless One day every candle's gotta run out of wax One day no one will remember me when they look back I can't stop, can't stop till we catch all your ears though Somewhere between my ties and ending Oh, oh, oh You You I called out a place in this world for two But it seemed here without you I got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless Got all this love I've got to keep to myself All this effort to make it look effortless All this effort to make it look effortless All this effort to make it look effortless You You