I should have known I'm sorry what's done from this time Not the words but what's surrounding my heart I'll walk these roads alone, barefoot and one to the bone A partner to be, confusion to stay I can see what was not meant to be No lies, just defeat We're nothing but victors I can't tell you how I wanted to be And fell apart at the seams We are great and we turn Now Jump between right and wrong The desire to be was far too strong In dissonance we connect, this future I reject I tore a hole in myself to fit you in I clawed at the walls we built to where they've been But there was nothing on either side for me Only the hurt and drag to stay All I've found is I'll ignore the call Carry me out of the ground To this depression I fall I can see what was not meant to be No lies, just defeat We're nothing but victors I can't tell you how I wanted to be And fell apart at the seams We are great and we turn I looked closer to the grave No one left to save Soon I'll be gone And peace will be mine I'm drowning, I can't reach the air And true salvation is on the water we face At which we cannot drown For I can see what was not meant to be And I can't tell you how I wanted to be Fuck it I tore a hole in myself to fit you in