If you only knew how scared I was to tell you Built it up so much in my head that I let you down If you only knew the pain I put my heart through Living a life for a life can be tiring so I choose the truth But you would say keep it on the low Nobody needs to know They might not see you the same But I'm too far gone I know what I want I know just who I am Now I'm free Now I'm free There's no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be See now I'm free Now I'm free Oh what a feeling Oh what a fucking relief If you only knew For years I was so confused Pushed it right to the back of my head but always knew what it meant I was the deepest blue My strings wandered out of tune Couldn't see the wood from the trees yet I didn't know what to do But you would say keep it on the low Nobody needs to know They might not see you the same But I'm too far gone I know what I want I know just who I am See now I'm free Now I'm free There's no way you can tell me who I'm supposed to be See now I'm free Now I'm free Oh what a feeling Oh what a fucking relief Cause now I'm free Now I'm free