We have to wait for the drums to come in. We have to wait for the drums to come in. We have to wait for the drums to come in. We have to wait for the drums to come in. Can you text me from the nightclub? We're out tonight like I was. Did you find a new plus one? Young Achilles, you got options. Maybe I should just fuck off And let it go, off the wheel for once. But I got gothic, babe, tendencies I always choose the dark I avoid the pain and say This is just for fun I got gothic, babe, tendencies I always choose the dark But what if I surrender to the sun? Yeah, yeah We got matching scars The kind that you pick and scratch And they stay there for life You were in my arms I'm left with this lonely heart And movies in my mind Everything you said is messing with my head I'm going crazy, I don't understand But I can just pretend you don't sedate me Maybe I feel like I don't deserve your love But you can save me from the self-sabotage I'm having panic attacks now I need alprazolam I'm having withdrawals I don't know who I am I was never the same after I got sober from you Now it's over for you And it's over for me Why do these words hurt so deeply? You are my favorite sunburn I would like to save For another day I got gothic, babe, tendencies I always choose the dark I am for the pain And say this is just for fun I got gothic, babe, tendencies I always choose the dark But what if I surrender to the sun? And I didn't run, run, run, run I didn't run, run, run, run And I didn't run, run, run, run I didn't run, run, run, run I didn't run, run, run, run