Ayy Complicated, frustrated, underestimated Can't sleep, mind racing, hard to stay concentrated Foreign towns, missing home, please don't forget about me Tell the story, all the glory, fuck what they say about me Some days I feel so out of place With all these fake people in my face I cannot relate, yeah Sometimes I feel like I create And they just take everything I make Turn around and then hate Maybe I was living off expectations Or I was born in the wrong generation That's probably it Meanwhile I'm crushing weed overseas Hopefully tonight we'll find more Long days on tour, backstage getting boring But step on stage and they roaring I fell in love with a very bad abbey But I feel alive for the very first time I don't wanna die But I don't wanna hide Or keep shit inside I will not cry So I deal how I deal with it Deal with it I am 13, I was clean and still counting Save me from these daydreams About it under full moons Night swims through tattoos I cannot stand these fucking rules I've been sailing too long in cold water Restrain me from these pills and more doctors And erase me from this page And start over, I wanna start over See, I fell in love with a very bad abbey But I was alive for the very first time You said goodbye when I was trying to say Something ain't right inside of me I wanna run away I want to run away, run away I don't wanna stay I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna stay here I wish we could relate I'd wish upon a star, fuck that, leave it up to fate We are who we are so don't judge me Just cause it's hard to smile Read between thick white lines, see what's in my mind I fell in love with a very bad abbey But I was alive for the very first time You said goodbye when I was trying to say Something ain't right inside of me I wanna run away I don't wanna stay I don't wanna stay I don't wanna stay