When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better, I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two to think of something clever To write myself a letter to tell me what to do Do you read my interviews or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through, was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair, you clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable So if you really wanna know, when I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better, I wish it wasn't true You called me again, drunk in your bed Driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath Cause you only listen to your fucking friend I don't relate to you, I don't relate to you, no Cause I never dreamed me this shitty, cause you made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'll have an empty mind, cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends So I shut them all out for you, cause I was okay You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'll have an empty mind, cause you never did And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'll have an empty mind, cause you never did