Swear I'm doing better
Yeah I'm cleaning up this time
Started getting it together
Telling everyone I'm fine
But there's a part of me that doesn't wanna change
Keep chasing highs
And the part of me that doesn't learn
Keeps burning second tries
I don't wanna live like this again Always tell myself day to see it
Always gonna fall right back to it So
if I'm going down then I'm going down,
yeah
Always be the one I'm gonna blame Never look at myself face to face
I feel like I'm dancing on my grave So
if I'm going down then I'm going down
I'm going head first If I'm going down I'm going head first
I'm never getting it together Yeah I love it when it hurts
And I'm only feeling better Yeah I would not just let it burn
There's a part of me that doesn't wanna change Keep chasing highs
And the part of me that doesn't learn Keeps burning second tries
I don't wanna live like this again Always tell myself
day to see it Always gonna fall right back to it
So if I'm going down then I'm going down,
yeah Always be the one I'm gonna blame
Never look at myself face to face I feel like I'm dancing on my grave
So if I'm going down then I'm going down I'm going head first