This time, taking it away
I've got a problem
With me getting in the way
Not by design
So I take my face
And bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain

Bleed, bleed!
This state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating
All the *** up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This ***'s gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
No, I cannot grieve anymore

For once inside awaking
I'm done, I'm not a ***
You've taken everything and
Oh, I cannot give any more
My mind's done with this
Okay, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine

So I take my time
Guiding the blade down the line
Each *** closer to the vein
Vein, vein
This state is elevating
As the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating
All the *** up feelings again