12 years old, I suddenly felt the world look at me My bones, every inch of my body Size ten, size three No size made me happy 17, same thing Just wishing I was anyone but me 19, I'm still waiting for the day I don't hate myself for what I ain't Numbers change, but I look the same They say one day you'll grow old and it'll go away I thought all of this ended in high school I thought I wouldn't feel the way I do Every day I wish that I could be someone new I've never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to If it's impossible to be what I want myself to be How will I ever be happy? How will I ever love me? I thought all of this ended in high school But I was wrong cause I feel what I did in the way I do Every day I wish that I could be someone new I've never looked in the mirror and saw what I wanted to If it's impossible to be what I want myself to be