Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm I see a distant light but I feel like I'm drowning I'm solid ground tonight but I feel like I'm drowning Even though I'm still now I feel like I'm sliding Even my own will it still feels like I'm fighting, I'm fighting I'm swimming underground I need to know how long Until this can't feel strong How long I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying How long I've felt this my whole life How long I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying And I try And I try Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm I remember when we would always be laughing Is this still my home or a place that I hide in Breaking from the shell is a risk I've been taking Trusting myself in the skin that I'm living, I'm living I'm up from underground I need to know how long Until this can't feel strong How long I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying How long I've felt this my whole life How long I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying And I try And I try And I try I need to know how long Until this can't feel strong How long I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying How long I've felt this my whole life How long And I try, and I try, and I try And I try And I try And I try Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Mmm, mmm