It's not easy on my bedsheets It's not easy on my nerves It's not easy on my conscience It's not easy on my soul This is not what you wanted What you wanted from me I know that much now My apologies You will call me a harlot You will call me a whore You see I'm a man now I'm worth so much more But I've got the heart of a hustler With a hustler's pain I've got the heart of a slur With all the hustler's shame I've got the body of a lover With a masochist brain I've got the heart of a slur Playing a dangerous game The mind says no sir But the body says please The heart stays silent Such a silent tease And I don't know why I'm telling you this Maybe I've gotta get it off my unholy chest There's a road much traveled But one I haven't walked down yet And it calls my name Yes it calls my name It's a darker path And it calls my name I've got the heart of a hustler With a hustler's pain I've got the heart of a slur With all the hustler's shame I've got the body of a lover With a masochist brain I've got the heart of a slur Playing a dangerous game I'm playing a dangerous game I'm playing a dangerous game I'm playing a dangerous game I'm playing a dangerous game I've got the heart of a slur With a hustler's pain I've got the heart of a slur With all the hustler's shame I've got the body of a lover With a masochist brain I've got the heart of a slur Playing a dangerous game I've got the heart of a slur With all the hustler's shame