I never wanted to come start in your mind
I'm not acting the way you think you'd like
We went for dinner, and now you're acting paranoid
If only you knew the way I felt inside, I'd now die
You're paranoid, yeah, it happens all the time
And that's just why I'm so big, caught by my mind
But I still do it and now I'm by myself again
I just want many, but I can't see the end
So I said, if I could, I would make amends
Today, I wrote a list of them
The way it starts, the way it ends
I signed my name in local code
I must apologize
Before I end the night
It's not my game, I want to change these days
It doesn't feel the same
The way it did some years ago
I lost so much, I lose so much
I'm not able to tell you what you need
It's a shame, cause they say I should be honest
But one day, I'm sure
I'll figure out the reason I'm together lives for all
Now it's my time
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