I'm anxious,
kinda sad
Hard to be your best when you lost the best you had
Spending days just on my phone
Wondering where it all went wrong
I'm nervous,
pretty wired I said your name too much,
now my lungs got tired
Thinking maybe I'm to blame
I just need someone to hate
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You made this so damn hard for me
You and your goddamn honesty
It got me thinking
I wish you would've cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could hate your guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain
The psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on?
When you did nothing wrong
Oh,
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Wish you did something wrong
But you did nothing wrong
Know it's messed up, kind of bad
But I wish we didn't talk and you just left like that
I'd be angry instead of numb
Damn it, who have I become?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You made this so damn hard for me
You and your goddamn honesty
It got me thinking
I wish you would've cheated
And smashed my heart to pieces
I wish I had a reason I could hate you guts for leaving
I wish you were the villain A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on?
When you did nothing wrong I
wish you did something wrong
But you did nothing wrong in the middle of the night
I started to fantasize that you would ruin my whole life
Because you're the best I had And I keep running
back like a goddamn fool
Trying to change your mind
You were all mine
I wish you were the
villain A psycho with no feelings
So how do I move on
When you did nothing wrong