Eyes open, I'm wide awake
I feel I'm in a coma state
I'll lay here on my back and watch the fan turn Conversations cross my mind
But not that of the speaking kind
TV images repeat there one line Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep I'm putting up a losing fight
I'll never see this end tonight
The thought of just one dream it consumes me Numbers on the clock turn back
My pills are having no effect
The beating of my heart keeps the time going Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep They say that when you sleep your body's at rest
I wouldn't know what sleep felt like if I tried my best
If Polaroids and memories can fade away, so can I Back and forth I toss and turn
It feels like strings are holding up my eyes I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep I'd kill to fall asleep
I'd kill to fall asleep I'd kill