If I killed myself today, would you miss me? Dry your eyes, babe, she insists me But there's no other way I can get it out And if I wasn't here, would you diss me? I'll be up in heaven with a whiskey Tryin' not to care what I'm lookin' down I'm in a mood I'm in a hole And I'm thinkin' about you While the walls keep spinnin', I hope that you know I'm still in love Prayin' that I'll make it through the day On my own I ain't break down, I won't stay down Put my cape down, only way out I don't have no money, I ain't savin' I won't stay down, I ain't leavin' I never meant to hurt you in the worst way Like all the times that I forgot your birthday I see you're doin' well, so I won't interrupt And I am homeless All night long, I feel the process kick How the hell am I supposed to process this? I'm in a mood I'm in a hole And I'm thinkin' about you While the walls keep spinnin', I hope that you know I'm still in love Prayin' that I'll make it through the day On my own I ain't break down, I won't stay down Put my cape down, only way out I don't have no money, I ain't savin' I won't stay down, I ain't leavin' I ain't break down, I won't stay down Put my cape down, only way out I don't have no money, I ain't savin' I won't stay down, I ain't leavin' Ooh, ooh, ooh