Empty and unknown Still can't get past all the sadness and the crimes I've left Help me, I'm scared Cause the one thing on my mind Is for me to disappear So mama when I die Please hold in your cry Just know that when I'm gone I'll always be right by your side And over when I leave I'll know that we don't speak I'm sorry that I failed you But you meant the world to me I lost my sight I still can't see all the places where there might be light I used to stare at the mirror Now I don't Cause when I do I see a ghost It's not my fault that you feel like I'm so self-centered I'm tryna be better But I feel under the weather So mama when I die Please hold in your cry Just know that when I'm gone I'll always be right by your side And over when I leave I'll know that we don't speak I'm sorry that I failed you You deserve better than me So mama when I die Please hold in your cry Just know that when I'm gone I'll always be right by your side And over when I leave I'll know that we don't speak I'm sorry that I failed you You deserve better than me