Psychosomatic, avid tactic on my hands don't seem so romantic or cinematic
As you understand that TV and movies made you think you need a homie
So you never heard me when I said stop
Body shakes, everybody waiting for my voice to break
And mistake inhibition has bad intent
You better be perfect cause they'll assume the worst
Better put up with the bullshit
Panic state, everybody leaves me when I act this way
As they paint their words in grand displays
And walls on the internet as if the ones and zeros can't express the words they never said
And I don't want to listen
No, I don't want to listen, but I, but I do sometimes
And I don't want to listen
No, I don't want to listen, but I, but I, but I just might
Etched into my flawed design
A demon and a broken spine
I wonder now how I'm alive at all
Cause these walls around me
They keep me down
And every time
I doubt me
I'm locked in this house
But I'll try to leave
These walls can't keep me
I'll break them down
Yeah, you built these walls
But I'll break them down
As you understand that TV and movies made you think you need a homie
So you never heard me when I said stop
Isolate
Gotta run away
When I'm in this state
Can't relate this bit
That's burying my stomach to any bit of logic
Everything's my fault
Blame myself
Thought nauseous
Hiding place
You invade my space
My heart starts to race
And neglecting my happiness
Spread my intentions
I'm telling you the truth
Wasn't for attention
It's not an excuse
And I don't want to listen
No, I don't want to listen, but I, but I do sometimes
And I don't want to listen
No, I don't want to listen, but I, but I, but I just might
You can't change my flawed design
I'm back in the televised
Wonder now how I'm alive at all
Cause these walls around me
They keep me down
And every time I doubt me
I'm locked in this house
But I'll try to leave
These walls can't keep me
I'll break them down
Yeah, you built these walls
But I'll break them down
Slow down so I can breathe for a second
Let go of the tendon that keeps stressing my neck
And I reckon there is fiction lacing lessons on TV pretending
Presenting's the best in situations
Not tradition failing all the people like me
With a brain faulty
Constantly portrayed in a state of disarray
Try to hold me closer as I push you away
Don't give a * what I have to say
Hollywood told you it would be this way
But you don't give a pass
You're the * ass before you fast pass
Boundaries I used to held my sickness
Could violate me anyway
And then play the victim
Now I'm addicted to telling you off
That's why I ask nicely
You dismiss me and scoff
Make your whole second feel attention
Got used to testing never ending
What I'd do if you knew
That the pedigree
There's walls around me
That keep me down
And every time I doubt me
I'm locked in this house
I'll try to leave
These walls can't keep me
I'll break them down
Yeah, you built these walls
But I'll break them down
Yeah, you built these walls
But I'll break them down
Yeah, you built these walls
But I'll break them down
But I'll break them down