I know it's wrong, but I still do it I keep fucking up, but I'm used to it Can only blame myself, yeah, I'm so stupid So self-destructive I drink way too much, yeah, I run through it No need to call my phone, cause I'm gon' lose it How can I learn my lesson when I've been through it? I'm self-destructive Different places Same old faces All this liquor in my system, I ain't got no inhibition Always end up crying on my way home Drunk as sober, what's the difference? Still ain't got no one to listen Always end up crying on my way home Home Home But it don't feel like that, no No, it just don't feel like home They say home is where the heart is Maybe I don't have a heart They say life is like a movie Maybe I don't have a part And I know that I can stop it if I really want it If I went to bed on time and woke up in the morning But I'm self-destructive I know it's wrong, but I still do it I keep fucking up, but I'm used to it Can only blame myself, yeah, I'm so stupid So self-destructive I drink way too much, yeah, I run through it No need to call my phone, cause I'm gon' lose it How can I learn my lesson when I've been through it? I'm self-destructive Different places Same old faces Keep on making Same mistakes, yeah All this liquor in my system, I ain't got no inhibition Always end up crying on my way home Drunk and sober, what's the difference? Still ain't gonna wanna listen Always end up crying on my way home Home Home On my way home But it don't feel like that, no No, it just don't feel like home But it don't feel like that, no No, it just don't feel like home No, it just don't feel like home But it don't feel like that, no