My Life as Never On Trial My life was never all brain sailing, always so extreme I climbed the peaks or perished failing, you'd say I lived a dream But then one day, my bubble bursting, I should have been so proud You need to know that was the worst thing, you turned and laughed out loud Why did you choose to stand behind me, somewhere I couldn't see Just when I couldn't feel it coming, you put a knife in me I never needed your assistance, I always trusted you I didn't understand your distance, you put a knife in me You put a knife in me I'd love to know, what does it feel like, to be a Judas' friend To be a brutal traitor, a beast so murderous at the end And now while I find quiet astounding, you come to shake my hand You've never seen how much you hurt me, you couldn't understand Why did you choose to stand behind me, somewhere I couldn't see Just when I couldn't feel it coming, you put a knife in me I never needed your assistance, I always trusted you I didn't understand your distance, you put a knife in me You took the life from me, you put a knife in me Judas, Judas Judas, Judas Why did you choose to stand behind me, somewhere I couldn't see Just when I couldn't feel it coming, you put a knife in me I never needed your assistance, I always trusted you I didn't understand your distance, you put a knife in me You put a knife in me Judas, Judas Judas, Judas You put a knife in me Judas, Judas Judas, Judas Judas, Judas Judas, Judas