Lately I've been havin' crazy thoughts The way I'm livin' *** get crazy dark Tellin' lately why we barely talk And you know I'm tryin' to change, but it's very hard Life's been gettin' to me, I just started smokin' squares But they ain't gettin' in my circle, though we still prepared I'm still dealin' with some demons that ain't really there Grew up a screw-up, pierced my ear and dyed my ***in' hair In seventh grade, I didn't have a bed, I had a chair The *** you think I go so hard for? I got out of there Have you ever had somebody try to take your life? Sometimes I ain't safe from myself when I stay up at night Lately I've been havin' crazy thoughts The way I'm livin' *** get crazy dark Tellin' lately why we barely talk And you know I'm tryin' to change, but it's very hard Lately I've been havin' crazy thoughts The way I'm livin' *** get crazy dark Tellin' lately why we barely talk And you know I'm tryin' to change, but it's very hard I promised myself I ain't never goin' home Nine years old, my mama left me in the cold Hey, what you think that type of *** do to your soul? Find someone that finally love me, still I treat her like a ho That *** is ***ed down, it be the *** that they don't know I only smile in public just for show I know they try to warn me bout my dose You know them kids be with the A and now them kids be seein' ghosts Lately I've been havin' crazy thoughts The way I'm livin' *** get crazy dark Tellin' lately why we barely talk And you know I'm tryin' to change, but it's very hard Lately I've been havin' crazy thoughts The way I'm livin' *** get crazy dark Tellin' lately why we barely talk And you know I'm tryin' to change, but it's very hard Them demons ain't the only ones that's up in my head Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey Them demons ain't the only ones that's up in my head Just have a peer in the market where you might be We're the demons, God save us Them demons ain't the only ones that's up in my head Just have a peer in the market where you might be Lately I've been havin' crazy thoughts The way I'm livin' *** get crazy dark Tellin' lately why we barely talk And you know I'm tryin' to change, but it's very hard Lately I've been havin' crazy thoughts The way I'm livin' *** get crazy dark Tellin' lately why we barely talk And you know I'm tryin' to change, but it's very hard