I think I got some pain that I'm taking to the cemetery
Wish
I knew that almost everything in life is temporary
Every time they show me love I know that * is monetary
We don't need to be buddy-buddy,
it ain't necessary
Leave me alone,
I'm in my zone
Got a lot in my brain,
but you keep making me dumb
I'm dealing with real *,
but I got a face and a
I got me a bracelet to cover the slit wrist,
yeah
We get iced out to cover all the pain and *
For temporary satisfaction, make it rain a bit
I regret it every time I shot a tape this dick
And tell me it's the only thing that gives a head
All this money,
all this cash
All these hoes,
so much ass
All these drinks,
so much gas
And I wanna be free from PTSD, uh
All this money,
all this cash All these hoes,
so much ass All these drinks,
so much gas And I wanna be free from PTSD
I crumble up inside when my people die
People say sometimes I'm desensitized
When that happens I just like to cry on my own time
But I still * you for life if you ever try to switch sides
Left me out to dry,
termite crucial time You wanna crucify me,
who got the juice?
Can you please remind me?
It's like a sin when the boys going in
Cause they hate it when they see you doing better than them
They'll tell you you ain't for the sky Say
people will resent you if you ain't too high
Then they wonder why they always getting left behind
I was blind with some drive,
always would've know the signs
But I guess they met the grim reaper I done
seen the baddest souls like some old sneakers
Best believe it's a lie when I smile And I tell you that I'm fine
I'm afraid to get paid and be kicked by one of mine
The way I feel One of them soft dogs takes time to heal
Tryna forgive and forget,
baby Tryna live with no regrets,
baby
All this money,
all this cash All these hoes, so much ass
All these drinks,
so much gas And I wanna be free from PTSD