Try to stay passionate cause I'mma love you all the way Promise that I'm never gonna leave unless I pass away She was moving too fast and I tried to stay the passive way She was getting hectic and who would've second guessed it I was getting heartbroken, messed up in my head Had everyone think that I was bugging out instead And this shit been hurting me, think I need some surgery For all the cuts that's been too deep, I can't take it mentally Shit got me fucked up, how you giving up on me? And I trust you with my heart cause I love you physically Now you left me on a ride and I don't really feel a thing I'll focus on the sound as I just go up on the pain For the niggas they didn't know me till I'm dying to sing Bitches played at the piano till I played them like a game And now I made it out, I just put the stress away And I'm still, thank God I get to live another day Don't you worry about me, I'm just getting to the beach I'm just stacking for the cheese, I'm just really doing me Makes personality, saving soul, I pristine Thank you God for everything, thank you God for everything Been down for too long but I never gave up Been gone for too long and I'm still on one Been sober too long, gotta smoke another blunt Been good for too long, gotta smoke another one Drinking Henny and some whiskey, gotta drink another cup Niggas tell myself like damn I really gave you love But that ain't stopping me, keeping that I'm meant to leave I just focus straight on me and introduce some better things Niggas always talk about me because they my biggest fans I can trust none of you bitches cause I always have a plan I'm a little grown ass man and I make a bigger plan I don't ever need nobody to become a better man Screaming fuck life right, now this shit been running deep Why I gotta be the one to feel a love within Why I gotta be the one, I gotta love you every way Why I painted so much stuff so you could take it the wrong way Try to take me off for granted, I'll put you right in the grave Niggas not making the money, how the fuck they getting paid And I love when you is rich so you can take it anyway Said you didn't wanna lose me, now I'm lost in every way But I guess this is fucking, I still wanna tell you something Nobody gonna treat you like I did and that's a hundred Nobody gonna put up with the bullshit, stay in a hundred And I'm the one who really care for you, the one you trusted I guess it is what it is now I don't wanna love you, ain't ready so I stay down If you wanna change up, that's on you but I'm ten toes down All I ask of you is remember who you let down Sorry I let you down