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I walked out my house in the suburbs
Felt strange cause I'm used to the gangsta *
Still seen a homeless man on the curb
With a red cup saying
Can you put some change in this?
I always been frank for the wise words
Can you keep it a hundred in exchange for this?
He took the blue note, hit a blues note
He said losing yourself is dangerous
I walked off it all to myself
Am I losing using this booze I bought from the shelf?
Abusing liquor that's crucifying my liver like Jesus Christ
Crossing the cell, getting lost in myself
I ain't so independent, no one offers me help
I stop drinking in the club
I drop bars for my health
The audience is clapping
They think I'm on stage rapping
Really, I talk to myself
Got a quick temper and a short fuse
* your opinions and * your views
I don't really give a * what you may say
I'm just trying not to lose my way
I'm just trying, I'm just trying
I'm just trying, I'm just trying
I'm just trying, I'm trying
I'm trying not to lose my way
I'm just trying, I'm just trying
Hard as a race inside my chest
Trying to figure out where the lag will mix
I'm trying not to lose my way
I hide my stress
I could feel worse but I'm trying my best
Where do I go, where I go?
I'm trying not to lose my way
Falling down, falling down
My demons are all around
I dream that I almost drowned
I'm losing my, uh, uh, losing my way
My ways in the lost and found
My face got a constant frown
I'm just trying not to lose my way
I was almost raised as a foster child
My father was gone and my mama not calming me down
Down, Miss Poe
Feeling like I'm living in a fishbowl
Nigga on me, that's where all the eyes go
It's all eyes on me but got my eyes closed
I don't wanna see the pain
I'm losing my way, I'm losing my weight
I'm losing what I weigh
I might turn to booze and refusing to pray
It's like they got a cruel sense of humor today
Damn, I wake up feeling lightheaded
My brain gone, feeling like I misplaced the *
I curb my appetite for happiness
It's * up, nigga, I'm not gonna do it again
I'm used to the crazy *
But only my guy get to judge me
Y'all can't put me on trial, nigga, case dismissed
Y'all eavesdropping on my conversation with myself
All I'm saying is this
I got a quick temper and a short fuse
* your opinions and * your views
I don't really give a * what you may say
I'm just trying not to lose my way
I'm just trying, I'm just trying
I'm just trying, I'm just trying
I'm just trying, I'm trying
I'm trying not to lose my way
I need rest, hardest way to get out of this place
Erasing inside my chest
Trying to figure out where the lag on next
I'm trying not to lose my way
Behind my stress
I could feel worse, but I'm trying my best
Where do I go, man, right or left?
I'm trying not to lose my way
Smoking weed till I abuse my health
Life hits to leave you with a worse bruise than Belton
If it's me or you, of course I'ma choose myself
I need time to find me before I lose myself
My patience is short cause my money short, you see
I'm short but I don't give a *, life is short too
To keep it 100 with haters
I'm a new port, I like to keep it short
So nigga, * you
Cause I got a quick temper and a short fuse
* your opinions and * your views
I don't really give a * what you may say
I'm just trying not to lose my way
I'm just trying, I'm just trying
I'm just trying, I'm just trying
I'm just trying, I'm trying
I'm trying not to lose my way
I need rest, hardest way to get out of this place
Erasing inside my chest
Trying to figure out where the lag on next
I'm trying not to lose my way
I'm trying not to lose my way
I hide my stress
I couldn't feel worse but I'm trying my best
Where do I go, be it right or left
I'm trying not to lose my way
Leonardo da Vinci
If they can't draw me, they sketch me
If they can't sketch me, they paint me
Why you gotta make me the bad guy?
Leonardo da Vinci
If they can't draw me, they sketch me
If they can't sketch me, they paint me
Why you gotta make me the bad guy?
But now your opinions can cut me a check
That'll be the day I give up my life
If they can't draw me, they sketch me
If they can't sketch me, they paint me
That'll be the day I give up my life
But now your opinions can cut me a check
That'll be the day I give up my life