I twist the cap off the Jameson bottle, yeah
My aim is to swallow my grief, my pain and my sorrow
It seems the places that I go, the danger would follow
So hollow, my 38 stainless chamber with hollows
They say I'm * my kidneys and my liver up
Sipping up liquor up to take a piss and fill a river up
Couldn't get enough, wouldn't give it up
Just fill a cup, getting drunk
Cause when I was getting drunk, I didn't give a *
Blame it on the alcohol, was my favorite song
Me and T-Pain was on the same * till the break of dawn
Wake up in my driveway, I'm blown
How did I make it home? They say I'm wrong
When I got hungry, * it, I ate Petronas
Landed my first DUI, cause I was major faded
I hit L.A. County Jail, these niggas gang related
I bailed out by the bottle, I couldn't wait to slay it
Damn, I'm a real alcoholic, but I just hate to say it
Word
There's nothing wrong with what I got
Going on in this red cup
Yeah, I'm turned, yeah, I'm so stuck
I'm so low, I'm on one
My team is getting loud, I gotta drown them out
Closet full of skeletons, they busting out
Devil at my back, he trying to ride me down
Death is at my door, he trying to take me out
My team is getting loud, I gotta drown them out
Closet full of skeletons, they busting out
Devil at my back, he trying to ride me down
Death is at my door, he trying to take me out
Thought I was good, cause I never got in an accident
But I got drunk, pulled out my gun and shot it on accident
I gotta relax with this and practice abstinence
I almost blasted my own homie, pictured him inside of an ambulance
Pictured him dying, cause I couldn't put the liquor down
Pictured me dying, cause I couldn't put the liquor down
Blood pressure high as a bitch, they had to sit me down
In the emergency room, god damn, this * is getting wild
I'm stuck in the bed, the nurse is trying to offer hope
Heard the doctor tell her a joke, said I was a walking stroke
* made me think of Nate Dogg, damn, my heart was broke
Seen him at the hospital days later, that's all she wrote
Made me think of my uncle, he was only 50, *
He died in the same hospital, that biggie
His memory lives, but he ain't get to live
I made it out of ER and twisted the henny lids
There's nothing wrong with what I got
Going on in this red cup
Yeah, I'm turned, yeah, I'm so stuck
I'm so low, I'm on one
My team is getting loud, I gotta drown them out
Closet full of skeletons, they busting out
Devil at my back, he trying to ride me down
Death is at my door, he trying to take me out
An alcoholic's anonymous, I'm not anonymous
Hi, my name's Dominic, here's what my problem is
I break open bottles and then I'm breaking promises
I like to get * up more than I thought I did
I'm getting money like a drug dealer
Still sneaking bottles out the club, nigga
Liquor got me moonwalking, see the glove glitter
Abuse is a bitch and I'm in love with her
I made it out of ER and twisted the henny lids
It's kinda cold and I'm getting high
Take me to a psychiatric hospital